Public Response SEE ALSO Karakoram '99 Denali '99 Ed Viesturs Climbs 8K Peaks Everest '99 Everest Archives |
Memories and Memorials | ||||||||||||
Hello, Mountain Zone. After something like 36 hours of travel and flying literally halfway around the world, we finally made it back to our homes last Friday. Although it's great to be back, it's admittedly a bittersweet return and not the ending that any of us would have wanted or expected.
On a rational level, I can accept the fact that he and David have died, but emotionally, it's hard to think that I'll never get another 5am phone message from him along the lines of 'Andrew, I know this Alpine Big Wall that needs to be done. There aren't that many of these things left and we need to get on it ASAP.' After the accident, the expedition kind of fell apart under its own weight. With Alex and David being buried on the glacier, we would have to walk across to get to the chute, and with Conrad incapacitated with injuries, the will to go on was gone. There was no democratic discussion about retreating things just naturally started flowing downhill and people followed. Since then, I've often wondered if we should have stuck it out. On one hand, we had put in weeks (and even years) of effort to get established at ABC and there was nothing we could do about the tragedy. On the other hand, it was a daunting project that would take a level of mental and physical commitment that were no longer there. I also wonder if we might have been there a little too late in the season. In the last few days we were there you could see long plumes of snow being blown off the summit of Shishapangma a condition described as "flying the surrender flag" by Chris, another American that was there trying to climb the peak. When we left Base Camp, there were two groups still trying the south side of the peak and it will be interesting to see how they fared.
On a different note, it was great to be associated with MountainZone.com on this trip. I think everyone really enjoyed the opportunity to write in and/or send photos, and share the experience with the world on a day-by-day basis. It's fascinating technology that allows you to use a solar charged computer and satellite phone to beam digital photos off into a stormy Tibetan night, and then get an email message back from your family! We have a bunch more photos to post from the trip and other teamsters are interested in sending in last dispatches, so it's not quite over yet... Happy turns. Andrew McLean, MountainZone.com Correspondent
| |||||||||||||